oh boy.
u whisper those words.
it still lingers.
i wish that hug was more than just a hug.
i need you.
but you want me.
that one tear drop that u wipe for me
is just one
but it carries a whole lot of sadness and dissapointment.
somehow, i think ur holding back cux ur attach to mich still.
i know im just putting too much hope.
a hope i somehow know it would not happen.
To Mich: I'm sorry to have you sharing your bf wif me all this while. But i'm sure he really loves you. I've lost. All i ask from you is to take care of him. He may look tough on the outside, but that heart of his, i'm sure you know how soft it is. I need 1 last request from you. If you don't mind, could I borrow him for just one day on the 17th October 2008? I promise it would certainly be the last. If it's too much to ask for, it's ok. :)
Nigel Christian Barker, I apologise deeply to even spoke those words to you. I didn't mean to spoil ur mood. But at least, i no longer keep any words that i yearn to tell you frm the start after we broke up. Yes, i think i do change. I realise it too. But isn't it for the better for the both of us. Maybe its true what Benjy told us last year, we can nv be together but we are always stuck on each other minds as great competitors. Oh well, indeed u are stuck in my mind, but not as competitors, but as my love.
Look to me in the eyes and tell me that you hate me.
