First and foremost..
let me officially said that...
today is my most fuck up day!
Morning receive an SMS from Spex stating I havent been going for training.
Was late for school due to rain and heavy traffic.
Benjy call during my 1st meeting telling me, i've drop from 2 to 17!!!
1st breakout walk ard to ATM to check out my balance, but forgotten to bring down my ATM card.
What could be worst?
i've already miss someone so much. nvm.
My heart got shot!!!
Damn heart sank when i get to see something or i said somebodies meeting each other.
i honestly feel like tearing on the spot.
but control and turn my sadness to anger.
so just walk away..
and i literally walk away not waiting..
Thus, my anger accumulated..
walk back to class receive an sms from Timmy..
for your info, i really don't think its funny!
so, over the same heart breaking issue, it got even worst!
So my mood was already down to the core!
But again, i cant cry out u see, so convert that sadness to anger!
A few ppl keep talking to me in msn.
Telling me dun angry and stuffs.
okay..thx! but no thx!
im really thankful that you guys are there for me.
But its you guys somehow contribute to my current mood.
yada yada yada..Advise me..yada yada yada..
but u think i'll listen?
nvm bout that..
all i can say is..
only 1 Person nv fail to make me HA-Ha-Ha ing on my msn..
Its my Bitch Naf Naf!!!
Okay..before i get agitated more and slam my comp..
let me listen some song and go a jog..
Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Friday, September 26, 2008
