y does this feeling attack me again and again?

or maybe let me rephrase..

y do i be so brave to step into a r/s again?

if its really my fault..

all i can do is apologised..

as much as my fingers itch to sms u..

i cant do anything..

once again..

my dry lips gonna miss urs..

im gonna miss that spaces between my fingers wen u clutch mine..

im gonna miss that warm hug wen i rest in ur arms..

ur smell still lingers on my bed..

like u mention..

y mux we suffer so much..wen we love each other this much?

maybe tis is the answer u r looking for all this while..

never to have get to know me perhaps..

i miss my chance to show how much i really love you..

maybe there's jux some lucky gal out there for u..

im not the only one for you, but you're the only one for me..