oh well...
im feeling terrible now...
not getting any better..
but i think emotionally..mood has improve...
let me share wif u guys abit why k?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
hey
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
hello
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
hmm..hows everything?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
im okay...
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
wat did the doc say?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i need to rest tmr
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
so i presume eu still attending schl?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
yups
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
oh great!
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
carry on this way ok?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i dun nd u to be sarcastic wif me
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i think u duneven care right?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
if thats the case, i dun even bother typing to eu now
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
ya ya
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
eu change i see
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
okok...i change ok???
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
im the bad 1
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
anyway, so many badmouthing happening aready
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
hey hey..chill!
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
now who badmouthing who
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
nobody u know
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
oh right
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
mux be that bitch again i presume?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
nvm bout her
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
its us im more concern now
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
alright...what about
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
EVERYTHING
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
where do i begin?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i did my part on apologizing but i dun see eu replyng to it
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
u think sorry changes everything?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i really dunno what eu want
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
im lost myself alrights
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
all i want is for me to have a girlfriend whom i can dote on and love her so much so i know if our future isn't meant to b together at least i know once in life, i did have the chance to b in ur fairytale..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
okay...i've said it all..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
truth is..i miss eu alot
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
no doubt abt me loving eu
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
what more eu wanna know?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
eu wanna know how i can still be normal everyday and pretending nothing happens?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
truth is i cried every single night thinking what i can improve on myself and not to hurt eu...i kept pressing ur hp no on my mobile..but pressing the dreen button is jux so tough for me...
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
green*
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
okay frankly speaking..im not angry at eu but myself..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
im acting lyk a jerk and selfish most of the time..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i want eu to be mine only mine..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
but i know that eu full of guy frens ard eu...
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i also realise they do make eu happy
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
so, in the end..i dun see the need my presence ard eu..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
it all boils down to 1 question i would want to hear from eu..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
How different am i as compared to the others to eu?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i love you from the bottom of my heart but the others are jux like what u said OTHERS..all i need from u now is to have trust in me..and love me lyk how u use to..can u?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i love eu sweet pie..i've trusted eu too much till i find it tough to let go..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i won't mind eu calling other guys...
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i won't mind eu going out wif them..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
as long as i noe eu safe and happy and im still ur bf..i really fine wif it..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker says:
i'm*
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i dun wan this to be jux words..
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
i hope i can really trust u
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker is a HAPPY man. says:
i give eu my heart..promise that it will not be empty..
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
okay..call me tonite?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker is a HAPPY man. says:
not to late k?
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker is a HAPPY man. says:
i need eu to rest early..
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
alrights...i miss you..
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker is a HAPPY man. says:
ok..let me go gym awhile and i call eu after k baby?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
text me 1st aights?
[ Sue +o( Shroom ! ] emotionally torn apart says:
lovessss
Nigel Barker Heir of Christiensen Barker is a HAPPY man. says:
:)
i think clever ppl might understand k?
the rest.. pretend that u understand lah uh...
i need rest..
byesssss...
Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Sunday, April 13, 2008
