hi all...
hmm...
my feeling now is jux simply put into 1 word..
im LOST..
im jux weak and having terrible fever now..
haiz..
tomorrow still got Create.Republic camp...
i dunno how to survive liao...
today went for band to keep my mind away and occupied from missing my boi...
but it din quite work anyway...
almost broke down each tym i look into my hp..
so had sectionals wif my beloved clar section...
and help out Sandy wif flute sectionals..
and combined band wif cap yusri...
haiz...
all tat oso still cant make my mind stop missing u..
its really a torture...
after band walk home wif my band buddies...
while walking also thought of u...
then, i listen to my mp3...tot of keeping my mind off u...
but...the song that immediately play is "YELLOW"...
so coincident!!!
i miss ur voice u sang for me...
and the ambience was jux perfect..
i jux tilt my head up and look at the stars and they were indeed shining for me from u...
i miss you so much baby..
along the way home in the bus was even worst...
i tried to slp...
but each tym i close my eyes..
i think of u and feel lyk crying...
i miss u, ur kisses, ur hugs, ur laughter, ur lame-ness, ur dumb face..haha...
im still smiling for u no matter what, k?
if u happen to read this and i am not online...
jux wan u to noe..
i love you and miss u alot...
2 days without u...
i totally cant take the torture..
dunno how long more i can survive...
im aready sick now..
so sorry bro cant go out wif u ya?
im tired and not that well...
baby...enjoy urself...be back asap ok?
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeees all!!!