well...
for some reason..
i hvn been eating, sleeping and doing well...
**pain to see u gone... heart piercing that u left...living the way it is...
honestly...i really tried to jux let go...
but the more im alone n occupying myself with band...
the more i feel its heart piercing...
haix...
doing so make me so guilty...
sry dear..not tat i not only have no tym for u...
but i got alot of things on my mind...
some things are just best untold to u...
to think of it..
i noe u suffering..
its like im avoiding u or watsoever u send me in those text msges...
so i dunno whether to let u end tis misery...
or
we still remain lyk tis until i get over certain matters..which is going to take a long time...
im still pondering n i noe its not fair for u...
so wen i make my decision...i expect to let u decide too..
to end it or to remain as it is???
To those who gave me ur "comments" or "psycho-ing" in 1 way or another...
i thank you...
but i need to decide on myself...
its between me and my guy...
thx for ur concern all...
Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Saturday, January 06, 2007
