hmm...welll..
im in class now...
end class aready...
only left desmond, eunice and their sa frend...
listen music...
dunno wan to go for band or not...
afraid that cant control my emotion and cant concentrate...
got a high feeling that she will turn up after her meeting...
so having a feeling of 60% of not going..
haiz...so terrible feeling again...
hate to choose between stuffs man...
im sooooo indecisive...
haix...
having terrible headache before presenting...
gosh...
then wen present dunno y got shiver abit...
lyk first time presenting lyk tat...
lolx...
anyway...now my class more open up bah...
got tok and laugh liao...
then today for 2nd break out...
instead of doing work...
some wen off playing...
and others remain..
he remainder in the class...
having WBox...
hahaha...
substitute of KBox...
we sang (Desmond, Florina, Siti, Ariel, Ally and Me!!)
hahaha...
sing all types of song lah...
ranging frm old skool to the now...
hahaha...
sing sing then they forget lyric...
den go find and mass send in msn...
jux nudge on desmond...
lolx...
then, Kelvin Gorgor...
give up wif our singing and uses his earpiece to block the "beautiful voices"
hahahaha...
hmm...then, keep on laugh and talk cock lor...
slack ard...intended to slp but Kelvin Gorgor keep disturb me...
my new name by him...
so many lah..
sue, susu, milk, nuinai, hahahax...
actually all same...
only he dunno indian language...
lolx...
then, he prolly the one that made my day...
hmm...gorgor thx worx...
haiz...tried to give my fullest concentration to the problem statement today...
butttttt...i still cant...
hmm...
i still believe tat tym heals everything...
now i really understand...
wen u are so damn terribly down and nothing is left to make u stand up back on ur form...
all u can think of is tym...
tym...
tym......
i need to calm down still...
so wat is im happy...
but he trully happy is still not out yet...
honestly, i miss my own smile and laughter...
haix...
1 prob after another...
september is really not my month xia...
den tmr is her birthday...
over the pass 3 years...never miss the chance to wish her happy birthday at the struck of midnight...
haix...its all turning to lonesome nite of 26Sep.aka.27sep...
welll....as wat my frens all say...
be strong and move on...
easier said then done man...
hmm...feeeling all sucky to do anything..
now dun feel lyk going band...
haiz...
again YOU spoil my mood...
hmm...justin my dear...
i really need u on the 17 Oct yea?...
haiz...another lap on saddening month i have to go tru...
both close to my heart is as equivalent had died...
suhaida in berieved!!!
haix...
suhaida...suhaida...
so suey this month and coming month...
tsk~tsk~tsk~
*shakes head* Aizat's Favourite...
lolx...
hmm...
y am i still lying to myself???
Dun wish to laugh...
still laugh...
is it so good??
showing off to ppl tat im fine???
haiz...
i jux suck at acting man...
im sooooooo stuck up!!!
Problems is piling up on me...
getting weaker and weaker...
day by day...
hey...ur face lyk turning to no colour leh?
hey..u grown thinner...
haix..familiar words rite guys???
i use to it liao...
hmmm...losing appetite is not at issue to me...
i jux hope now to gain back my laughter and smile...
and try to forget all worry that has been burdening me over the pass few days...
erm...few days????
oh welll...honestly...a month...
oh ya...and of cux not forgetting to be stronger...
no one can help me...BUT MYSELF!!!
oh my...
slight fever in the morning....
Terrible fever in the evening (NOW!!!)
Tonight fever getting worst...
Tomorrow...
DIE!!!
hahahhaa...
omg...stop it aready lah...
now only left me and Eunice...
so slow man the time moving...
haix...
we lyk 2 lost pretty sheeps in class...
hahahaha...
erm...breaking my fast soon...
prolly in an hour or so???
not more than 2 hrs of cux...
hmm...
dun feel to good lah seriously now...
i think end here bah...
omg...i can take this tym to do rj...but i don't...
wat was on my mind...
haiz...
hmm..
oh my...vision blur again...
ok...thank god only for a short while...
hmmm...oklah...
wanna slack and chit chat wif frens...
and still thinking wan to go band after this...
anyway...damn late aready...
an hour late???
omg...
now looking at the time...
Dun feel lyk going...
so malu to go join dem now...
now...smsing shirline...asking wat tym they end...
waiting for her reply...
ZzzZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz....(Vibrating sound)
hahaha...so random...
alah...tot is reply...skali mum called...
wth..-_-"
hmmm...no reply???
means no need go????
hahaha...
have alot of devils wif me now..dun wan me to go...
lolx...
hmm...
end here for today bah...
too lazy type aready...
byebye...
god bless...
i mux stay strong!!!
Boy , I Miss You . Girl , I Need You
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
